True Friend

When I told her that I was hopeless to love Mr.J
I told her that I was tired to love somebody who never know about me
When I cried about him
She always beside me and told me not to give up
She never give up to cheer me
To told me that there is way.
When I decided to forget him...
She said not to forget him
"There is many chance to you"
"You have to be passion about this"
"You have to try to be his friend"
"Remember your favourite words 'Don't ever give up!!!!'"
Because of her, now I started to happy again
I wiped my tears and started to try
I thought that I must be his friend
I said a big thank you to her
But she just said
"That's what friend are for, rite?"
"Absolutely!"

My favourite quotations

Nothing lasts forever
So live it up
Drink it down
Laugh it off
Avoid the bullshit
Take chances
And never have regrets

Coz at one point

Everything you did was exactly what you want

A message

Thinking of you, wherever you are

We pray for sorrows to end
And hope that our hearts will blend
Now I will step forward to realize this wish
And who knows..
Starting a new journey may not be so hard
Or maybe it has already begun
There are many worlds
But they share the same sky
One sky, One destiny

The words from a man to his love.....

I need you
I love you
I will never leave you
I want us to laugh and cry and support each other for as long as we live
I'll never let u feel worried about my feeling to you again
I'll be here to protect u, always
We'll stay together...
Forever...

My dream part 1

I met him in my dream
He was so cool, cute, and handsome as usual
He was wore white T-shirt and jeans
I didn't know where was I in that dream
I think I was in a someplace like a mall
I had a date with him in my dream
He grabbed my hand
He smiled at me
He kiss me
He made me fell like I was his girlfriend
We had fun together
I didn't want to get up from my dream
I felt that my dream was so real
Because...
In the real world, I'm not his girlfriend
Actually, in the real world..
He didn't know me
I wish...
My dream will come true...

I am....

I'm not as beautiful as the flower in the garden
I'm not as cute as a rabbit in the forest
I'm not as slim as the models
I'm not as smart as the winner of math competition
My smile isn't as bright as the sun
But i love you as much as stars in the sky
I love you as much as sand in the ocean
And as much as the air in the world, I give my love for you
I always waiting for you....

Problems

Minggu-minggu ini sangat berat untukku..
Aku bertengkar dengan ibuku,
Aku dimarahi habis-habisan oleh ayahku karena laptopku terserang virus,
Hape rusak,
Kepala pusing-pusing,
Tidak adanya perkembangan dengan 'dia',
Mengalami kesulitan menjadi tim inti ekskul modern dance,
Dan masih banyak lagi...
Apakah ini syndrom 'kepingin cepet libur'?
Hhhhh...
Aku harap semua masalah ini segera selesai.
Help me God..

Because You Live -Jesse Mccartney-

Staring out at the wind with a heavy heart
Its the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere....
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survive, I'm alive again
Cuz of you
Made it through every strom
What is live, what's the use if you killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone.....
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, Il live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me
Always....
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

Karena Sang Bunda

Pertengakaran itu bukan berawal dari gw..
Bukan gw yang pertama menyulut api
Gw hanya bertanya tentang keadaan kami saat itu..
Tapi dia langsung marah-marah tanpa jelas alasannya
Seandainya saat itu gak ada temen gw..
Dia pasti bakal langsung nurunin gw di jalanan yang sangat ramai itu.
Setelah temen gw pulang..
Barulah dia lampiaskan kekesalannya.
Padahal dia lebih dewasa daripada gw..
Tapi tingkahnya lebih seperti anak kecil daripada orang dewasa.
Gw terlalu angkuh untuk minta maaf...
Begitu juga dengan dia...
Aku tahu apa yang terjadi setelah ini..
Aku pasti akan langsung tertimpa kesialan.
Mungkin terdengar konyol...
Tapi memang begitulah kenyataannya.
Setelah aku bertengkar dengan dia..
Pasti kemalangan akan menghampiriku...
Seakan-akan membela dia.
Aku terjebak dalam keadaan ini...
Karena dia selalu melihatku dengan tatapan tajam dan dingin saat ini.
Aku sudah menunjukan padanya bahwa aku sudah sadar akan perbuatanku...
Namun ia tetap tak mau memaafkanku..
Aku sudah cukup menahan rasa kesal karena keangkuhan yang ditunjukannya...
Aku cuma bisa pasrah...

Seneeeeng bgt!!!

Hari ini thu bener2 nyenengin bangeedd
udah lama bgt ga ketemu diaaa sejak sebulan lalu
Trus hari ini gw ama dia bisa maen basket bareng lagi
bareng temen2 yang laen juga
Serasa balik ke masa lalu
waktu kelas 6 dulu
Kenapa ya sekarang gw sama mereka dah jarang maen?
Gw kangen masa-masa itu
Waktu kita semua bangun pagi2 buat maen bulu tangkis
Maen sampe malem bwt maen basket
seru banget...
Dia juga dah agak berubah
meskipun isengnya tetep kayak dulu..
hehehehe
meskipun hari ini gw agak sial di skul
tapi begitu liat dia gw lgsg lupa dehh...

How hard...

I know he doesn't now me
He just know me from this world
Not in the real world
Because of that, I can do anything to be 'someone' for him
So, I just looking him from far
I like it
I love the moment when I saw him and dream about him
But...
Its hard to love someone that never know about you
Its hard to love someone that will never see you
Its hard to be the one for someone you know
Its hard to love him....